What if they find out?

What if they see?

The deepest despairs 

        that dwell in me?

What I don't show 

                   They needn't know 

All that they see, 

      Is all that they need 

The me that they see 

      laughing 

           smiling 

                singing with glee

      Is the me that they see 

                        the one that I show 

But.. 

Beneath the charade 

                     the facade

                            the outside 

There exists a darkness

Where the fears thrive

            fed by a furnace of desprate cries 

I can't let the flames engulf me

           devour me

                 consume me

Because then,

                      My walls would be broken

                            and you'd see the true me

                                   happiness, sadness, confliction, and all. 

So sorry dear friend, you aren't getting past this wall.