I'm helpless

I'm broken

I have no rights

You cut me and pull me

while I try to fight.

In my plight this is

What I have to say:

I love you mom 

I really do

Even though you decided to kill me,

against my own will. 

I'm sorry, mom with all my heart 

for what he did. 

For what he caused. 

I'm sorry he hurt you

And caused you pain

I'm sorry that rapist left you with me 

but I don't deserve his punishment. 

I'm a different person,

A unique human being. 

Because of your decision I'm deprived of my life

I'll never get to live, to love,

to learn and to play.

I'm just telling you 

What I have to say:

Someday I could have been a doctor,

a magician, a teacher or poet. 

But all I am to you is a "fetus" an "unborn child"

and a "terminated pregnancy". 

Why mom? 

Why did you get rid if me? 

Was I not good enough for you? 

Or were you too important to be pregnant? 

They told you I wouldn't feel anything, that I'm not capable of emotion,

But I felt it mom, and it hurt. 

it's all over now, any chance of life I had

You decided not to keep me, you decided I was bad. 

So I guess that's it mom. 

I guess it's goodbye. 

And I'll never get the chance to tell you

What I have to say.