What can I say or do?I've begged you to stay but it seems that's the reason you walked away, giving me the excuse it's me, not you.With my heart torn into two what was I suppose to do?Sit around and cry, I've tried and I still feel awful.I've talked and slept with other guys and girls but my mind wonders back to you.But let's face the truth, there's nothing we can do.We are damaged beyond words or time can repair despite the fact that I need you more than ever.Our schedules are hectic, my patience is running thin, and you're losing interest. Maybe another time and place, but right now it seems that we need to balance on our own feet. We are growing older and that's the way it's suppose to be.I heard that you're doing better without me and if that's the way it has to be in order for you to be happy, I'm okay with that.I never wanted to hurt you, but everything I once loved is gone.In my head, you are the guy in my memories but in reality you are a man that I barley know. The time apart is treating us well, maybe sometime soon we can talk. I am so use to everyone walking away that I am terrified of losing the one person who knows me.I fear that you will love someone more than me because when you said you liked her I knew you'd never look at me the same.In the back of my mind, I will always compare myself to her.Just like you did when I kissed him. Let's be honest you were the best part of me. I could have anyone I want. I could kiss someone else. I could tell anyone everything.What can I say or do?