My worst nightmare is when a friend becomes a stranger,

and my feelings mean nothing.

Those memories meant nothing.

I used to fear feeling unwanted.

At worst, rejection.

At best, embarassment.

I have taken my fear by the shoulders

and yelled at her to get lost.

When a friendship goes downhill,

I do not give up as society instructs me.

I continue to pursure the friend I once had.

Even if they ignore me, I still remain availiable to them.

No one should have no one.

I will still tell you I am here,

Even if I am a voice in the void.