The Ups and Downs of My Winding Road
My life is like a Winding Road
And when I bottled things up, I overflowed.
So when I unscrewed the lid,
Adults realised,
I was just a kid.
Yet they pushed me, played me,
Treated me like I was the key,
To unlock every door that stood in their way
Never anything more.
Never asked if I was ok...
My life is like a Winding Road
But I have been burdened with too heavy a load
But if my parents were to ask?
Oh, by God would I back track.
And yet, to God I pray
To just let me fade away.
And I wish he answered, I really did!
Instead he turned away, as if I'd sinned.
My life is like a Winding Road
And when my brain finally slowed,
I looked around, but all I could see-
Was that in this world,
I would never be free.
So, I remained trapped, like a beast contained
And in the kingdom of cages I reigned,
Slowly sinking in a pit of quicksand
Where I experienced hatred. Firsthand.
My life is like a Winding Road,
Where darkness lurks in a heavy ode
My voice suppressed, and heart deposed,
What's to protest,
When the matter is closed?
Nor hail, nor rain, nor pale weather so,
Could drag me down to Hell below,
No matter the pain inflicted on me,
My life with God was all I could foresee.
My life is like a Winding Road
And in my system the Lord encodes
A gilded cage, Weaved from gold and platinum wires,
The only way to slow my rage
From the despotism that wrecks my desires.