you built your emotions up 

in the form of the most dangerous roller coaster

with unexpected twists and turns that no one could fathom

i never knew just how bad it was

until i finally hopped off the ride

only then could i see the loose screws 

and the shaking rails

i could hear the shreiking wheels 

and the trembling foundation

as it all

fell 

apart. 

- r.jalila  03 / 23 / 2018