Is this happiness?

Is this pain?

What do I have to do in life to gain

A better chance at creating my future?

My little sister, I do it all for her.

Motivation,

Dedication,

I think I need new medication.

Life seems to have lost it's spark,

Will she save this troubled heart?

Or will I die?

Will she wonder why?

My sister will be okay,

I feel this way every day.

I think I am nearing the end,

I must say goodbye, my friend.

I'm falling.

I'm fainting.

I've spent my time waiting

For an exciting change,

An end to the pain.

If I smile, how long will it last?

I just can't sem to let go of my past.

Please, accept me as I am.

I promise to fulfill our 'Happy Life Plan'.

For you, I live.

I will not die.

With you, I no longer wonder why.

I found my happiness,

There is no more pain.

Now, I'm not afraid to let go and

Dance with you in the rain.