im cryin my tears are warm from this headache im tryna stand up when im not steady im barley awake but im ready skyies are grey when they should be clear i hear yelling from my family why cant i dissapear ima lost soul living moments by moments cause i have to i used to be happy but then my girlfriends bestfreind came up to me and said she only used you. what is life when all these human act stupid im embarrssed to be human i dont even want a future im so stressed and under so much pressure and if she want to kill me and take this life id let her she was my life and il never forget her.