Thank You for loving me
Thank you
When we first started you saved me from them
their name still suffocates me like an allergy that i know i can not avoid
your name is like the relieving breath i take
everytime i remember they are no longer in my life
my eyes were covered by hate and lies but you vowed to sweep it all away
and dispose of it like the trash they made me believe i was
My cries of pain turned into cries of laughter
your endless silly faces and abnormal noises
your soft face and gleaming eyes
your warm hugs
you
you taught me the power of communication and trust
any problem we faced was like an expert mathmatician surrounded by toddlers
they werent problems but things we fixed with ease
we trusted we would speak, and we spoke knowing we were loved
i was no longer worried of manipulation, or deception that i had once known
you abandoned your comfort zone and entered mine to promise that you'll help
find me a new place with lower walls and no more ceilings
discussing how we grew up and what challenges we faced
we realized there was more than meets the eye
and our eyes were made to view each other in a whole new light
Neglected children now turned into socially awkward teens
our whole lives ahead of us, and the bond that would make us feel like our sorrows
were just the price of finding someone who truly could love us with no judgment or reservation
Embraces were cherished, messages saved, and good-byes stung their souls but
"Lonliness" and "misunderstood" were just words again,
not emotions so vivid they taunted with the horror of a lucid dream
from which we could not wake up
and all though he could still smell her breath rank with fermented feelings and hate
and I could still hear his voice shouting at me from below, as i wished to be lost in the sky
we both knew that at least when the shouting quieted down
and she passed out
we would be once again left with eachother; holding on for dear life and praying that their life together would finally start