Ten Thoughts Regarding (This Guy)
One:
I talk about the stars
Far too often
How when I wish on a star
I’m whispering my thoughts
To a memory
Like, maybe, if the past could hear me,
It would do all it could
To change my present.
Two:
I think hands are beautiful
Like how the sign for ‘I love you,’
Is the letters, ‘I,’ ‘L,’ and ‘Y,’
All together
Like love is so simple
But we are the ones who make it complicated
I want our hands to come together
To make our very own signs
Our very own language
Of fingers and gestures
Like secrets written in skin
Three:
Your eyes could hold the
Sunrise.
Pardon the cliché,
But I could live in your gaze
Until the sky went black.
Four:
I wish I could forget your voice.
It drifts into my mind
Like that old favorite song
I somehow still know
All the words to,
All your nuances
All your chromatics
If I could, I would capture it
In a mason jar
Without enough air holes.
Five:
You have a shattered glass smile
Leaving me so jagged
All I have left are my eyelashes…
The only thing I can wish on
When the stars have gone to rest
Six:
I want to breathe
On your off beats
Want our breath to be all
That fills us
So we would be empty
Without each other
I want to crawl into the space
Between your lungs
And sleep there
Just listening to the rhythm
Of your breathing
Seven:
I don’t expect you to love me.
I know it is difficult to love someone
Who doesn’t love herself
Eight:
I think my heart is broken
In so many places
It is shaped more like an open door,
Giving you the opportunity
To walk out
Before you get comfortable
Don’t worry,
I understand
The draft is chilly anyway.
Nine:
I reflect light like a
Broken mirror.
It bounces in all directions
Like my reflection isn’t sure
Which projection of self
To show you
I’d give you them all
If you’d let me.
Let you put them back together
Like the puzzle only you have the
Corner pieces to
Ten:
You don’t realize
I slip those puzzle pieces into your
Back pocket every time you
Walk away
Hoping when you reach your hand in
For a secret
Or a dollar bill
You’ll find them there.
One:
I talk about the stars
Far too often
How I wish I could curl up
Between them
And burn out
So the only thing you’d know of me
Is the impossibly beautiful light
I create
Whenever you look at me.