Suck it Up
She says stop thinking so hard
I wish it was that easy
She says stop worrying so much
I wish it was that simple
She says stop being so selfish
I wish I was strong enough not to be
She says stop being so anxious
I wish I could
She says suck it up
I do that
She says shut up
I do that
She says stop being so self absorbed
I do that
Nothing has structure
Suck it up, yes ma’am
I feel ugly
Get over yourself
I feel sad
You have nothing to be sad about
I’ll miss him
Suck it up
....
I said suck it up
.....
She said survive
I wish I could do that
She said breath
But I drowned from sucking it up