Steering for the Future
Every time I look at you a chill runs through my body
You remind me of all the things I have failed to do
You prevented me from doing many things
You hurt me when I needed you most
Sometimes I wonder if I will ever be capable of moving on
Other people have never felt your wrath and I envy them
They often have a special spot in their heart for you
You are their first taste of freedom
For me you were my first obstacle
I have seen you red
I have seen you blue
I have watched with lust for years and years
However, today the time has come
The time has come to face my biggest fear
My biggest embarrassment
My biggest enemy
Today, oh today
We will be alone at last
We can have the bond you have with everyone else
And when it is all said and done
I will ring your bell in triumph and ride into the warm sunset
For today is a day for new beginnings and facing my fears
Today will be the last day I am afraid of something as idiotic as you
Today will be the last day I ignore you
Today will be the day I finally learn how to ride a bike.