i had hope

for a happy ending

happily ever after

but really my world is twisting and bending

i thought our love would last

but really now its just in the past

i gave up on the thought of "forever" and "soulmates"

because you broke promises, you hurt me

you left me blind, i could not see 

how horrible you were to me.

however i still hope

to find someone that i can stay with forever

but i know that may not be true.

im broken, shattered

feeling horrible inside, does it even matter?

i want love that lasts and you couldn't give that 

hell you could not even stay in the fucking chat 

without guilt tripping me 

can i ever be free

with the one i love forever.

will that ever come to be?