Trying to keep from drowning under water
As my sanity starts to falter
A monster, a demon, a shell, a tool
Card number, the fool
My hands are covered in dirt
The scars of mistrust, hurt
But how do I know this isn't all an illusion
I'm too crazy for the outside worlds confusion
I will let it keep me to it's self
Easily suggested, broken girl keep her on a shelf
I don't understand how you can
Pretend that this isn't all happening all over again
I'm not real
I just want feel
Then the apparent
The lame look
Being tamed took
Painting scars on her body
What a cruel hobby
Keeps her chains locked up tight
Eyes wide in fright
Holding her own key tight
Swallow it down like a dry pill
Swallow it till it makes you ill
And purge all the pain with a single flick
That'll do the trick
Because tricks are for kids
Or for the sick in the head......
No one there...
No one here...
Inside my head...
It's all an illusion
It's all pretend
Quiet now dear, it's all in your head
Little Alice in wonderland
And lost in her head....