Smiles
Your neighbor washing his car
that he just washed yesterday
The little girl at the park
with the short black hair and almond eyes
Your sister who just got home from school
and slammed the door
The waitress at the cafe
who tries to smile as she hands you your lunch
You smile at all these people
It’s just your little way
of brightening your corner of the universe
Nothing significant
You’re just one person after all
Your neighbor washing his car
that he just washed yesterday
has a sister in the hospital dying of leukemia
and this is his way
of releasing all the pent up emotions
The little girl at the park
with the short black hair and almond eyes
got teased at preschool today
because in the family portrait she drew
she did not ‘match’ her family
Your sister who just got home from school
and slammed the door
is on the verge of tears because math is hard
and the boy she likes doesn’t like her back
and her sister hates her
The waitress at the cafe
who tries to smile as she hands you your lunch
doesn’t have any friends except for the fake ones
that pretend to like her but ‘forget’ to invite her to the party
and she wonders what she’s living for anymore
When you smile at all these people
your neighbor feels happy for the first time in a month
and realizes that maybe there’s still hope in the world
the little girl sees you with your Asian sister
and realizes that it is okay to be different
your sister realizes that math is not the end of the world
and that maybe you do still love her
but the waitress
you forgot to smile at the waitress
You were having a bad day
You just wanted to go home and get away from it all
So did she
She went home that night and held the pills in her hand
She gave you coffee
She smiled
You didn’t smile back
Turns out
your insignificant smile can make all the difference in the world