She has no idea how much I rely on her,

the only reason I am still together

is because of her loving patience.

She seems so happy

but i know the inside is broken.

Though

through all the hardships

she was never taken away,

and for that I will be forever grateful.

So lost in our shaky life,

not realizing she is my hope,

my hope for something better.

Her large eyes and extraordinary personality

I wish were mine.

Yet guilt would eat me alive

if I took anything from her.

My sister, my best friend.