On The Sidelines
Its as if you feel invincible
Or maybe you don’t feel at all
It’s as if I’m the only one
That you’ve ever seen fall.
Maybe she’s perfect
But maybe I’m worth it
I won’t let you down
Give me a chance
But you don’t care
I watch your emotionless stare
As I stand on the sidelines once again
I don’t know why I try still
Don’t know why I cry still
Maybe I should just give up
I want this to end now
To get in there somehow
I want to see you believe
I want to feel wanted
Right now I’m just haunted
Tired of being pushed aside
And they ask how I lost all my pride
I’m physically sick
While I try to be emotionally strong
You’re just a tick
That has been hanging on all along