Shattered
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I'm so sick of pretending like I'm fine
Like I'm okay with the way
My life has been
Like I'm cool with the fact
that you took a knife to my back
When you were supposedly my friend
My lover
My prince and shining armor
Well the joke is on me
Because now I see
You were never a prince
Just a loser wrapped in foil
Yet still the very thought of you
reminds me of every internal bruise
That you inflicted
on my heart
Damn, I was addicted to you
from the start
But your love was restricted
And that conflicted
with how you acted
What you said
You left with pieces of my heart
and the memory of your lips in my head
Now I'm more than lost
More like shattered
I lost you and at the time
You were all that mattered
I still feel this pain
It only eases when I sleep
These scars you have given to me
They run way too deep
I want to say thank you
For teaching me this:
I can't fall victim
To every breath-taking kiss
I can't believe
In your deep brown eyes
They're captivating
But full of lies
It took me a while to realize that
But now I do
I can't continue
to hurt this mucn for you
So you've beaten me
Lied to me
You bruised me so bad
But that was the past
The life I had
My heart is still in pieces
My heart is still shattered
But there's one thing I learned
And that is you never mattered