Satisfy
Explosions are everywhere
Crash, the earth shakes
The flood gates open
And chaos breaks
All you can do is watch with wide eyes
As your life crumbles before your teary eyes
Either it’s your parents who fight every night
The sounds of thunder is your dad’s voice from across the house
The sounds of rain is your mother’s tears
The sound of silence is death
The child's conscious mind watching its life waste away in pain
Perhaps the storm is over
But you are split in half between to sides of your home
To be a home is to be a unit
To have two homes is to have two units
Causing you to give half to the other leaving both sides unsatisfied
And you give it all you have
But you give so much to satisfy
Only to figure out that they won’t even be there someday
That you will have to leave someday
That you don’t have enough left to love someone
To be someone’s home
To create your own unit
So when they pass away and they were never satisfied
And you are sucked dry and tired
It was all in vain
But always remember that I was here to help you
I gave you all i had so that i could help refill the satisfaction that you kept giving away
Sucking me dry and making me tired
You never noticed that i was here to help you make a home
To make a unit
But you never saw that home
You never saw the love i gave you
You never saw that i was empty
You took me for granted
And the worst thing of all is that you had to learn by having your supplier leave you
Not knowing i was your only supplier
You didn’t notice
You didn’t protect me
And my worst fear of all
Is that you never wanted to take me for granted
And that i left you in the dark