Sanity,

well, it's a thing,

apathy, unresponsive, submissive, afraid,

and with it hatred,

a lot of self hate, a little phrase they use called: low self esteem,

does this mean I'm broken? the voices in my head scream yes,

and yet I can't bare to accept it!

How can I be so broken, but yet still function?

I mean I am functioning right?

My mom begs to differ, 

maybe I am functioning left,

But what's wrong with functioning left, if you learn to cope,

haven't I learned to cope?

Isn't that how I became so submissive and unresponsive? 

She wants to be able to communicate, 

I imagine that me expressing my feelings in a total breakdown

while she does nothing, but degrades and attacks my mental state

and then grounds me because I try to voice my opinion, doesn't count as "communication",

She threatens to take away the life that I'm okay with losing

by now I am used to oppression

It was how I was raised wasn't it, 

but does that mean I have lost my sanity? or is it just that i never was given the chance to develop one?