My heart is small
It's little, a speck
I swear if I didn't know better
It was gone so I check,
It seems to be there
Time and time again,
But reality comes back
And the love was pretend
I knew that it was a lie
That it was just a facade,
I cry out and wonder
I look up and question god,
Why dit's love hurt my heart
And soar to mighty heights
Just for it to crash and burn
I don't understand how that is right
Then my heart explodes
The pieces fly in ever direction
I need to put them back together
Then get a guard for its protection.
My heart is now lower than low
I swear it's going to stay down
Until I forget about the pain
And something exciting comes around
I choose to take a chance
And let myself fall in love
I forget about the heart break
My heart starts to rise above
But as everything is going grand
And my heart is higher than the sky
MY brain it starts to think so smart
I forget how the last time it almost died
Then the doubt starts rushing in
I start to overthink
So I start to play pretend
I subconsciously set myself up
So my happiness comes to an end