You came without warning, and I thank you

You shined this bright light upon me

 

All this time I was with you,

I felt like you were an angel 

Today it is your second anniversary

 

I pass the hallways thinking about you

Then I begin to cry

I miss your soft hair going through my fingers

At times I think i smell your scent,

Yet it is merely the bitter wind

 

Remembering the look you gave me, my heart breaks

Your eyelashes so long

I watch the sky, your body taking form in the clouds

Today it is your second anniversary

 

If i could change it, I would

You leaving,

forever,

Me being alone

 

There's only one of you,

Thousands like you,

But they're not you

 

If i could change it, I would

You were special

Before I even knew how

You showed me love

Today it is your second anniversary

 

Afraid of so many things

I cannot move forward

I regret sending you passed those doors

Turning my back

 

All the while you bore your helpless eyes at me

I ignorant of it all

Had i known the extremities

I would have gone back

 

I beg your forgivenes

and for your love

 

I want you here with me

Today is a sad anniversary

 

I am so,

so,

sorry I didn't go back for you

 

If I could change Fate

I would change ours

 

Because you were

my inspiration

 

All along.