Of Remembrance
You say, “Tell me you remember.”
But that would be a most grievous lie.
So I say nothing.
You say, “I don’t understand!”
But you could never be remembered.
So I say nothing.
You say, “But I remember you!”
But that’s obvious – I remember me occasionally, too.
So I say nothing.
You say, “How could you?”
But it was inevitable that this would happen.
So I say nothing.
You say, “Don’t you have anything to say to me?”
But don’t you see?
To remember something – someone – implies they must first be… not forgotten, not necessarily, but put in the back of one’s mind, no longer in the forefront. Like with a telephone number, one only has to think of the thing to pull it from the dredges.
A remembered memory is an old winter coat recovered from the attic, from its lonely months – spring, summer; fall – alone. Dust it off, smooth out the wrinkles – good as new!
Springtime returns.
Goodbye.
You, however,… You are not someone to be folded up and neatly packed away in the back of someone’s mind – not mine, by any means.
And you are certainly not one to be erased, either.
You could never be forgotten, not you, not by me.
So I say, “I will never remember you.”
Then I watch you walk away.