The Problem with Anxiety
The world moves on around my existence
My friends and family calling back to me
From high mountain tops and soaring peaks
While i stand below
Stuck in stasis
Desperately trying to walk or run or do anything
But stay here at the bottom any longer.
Yet my feet are anchored to the ground
By some immovable power
And i am no unstoppable force to oppose such an entity.
I scream from the recesses of my mind
Like a ship being dragged to a graveyard despite
Its functionable sails and masts.
What good can i do from here
I exclaim though my voice does not carry
To those peaks or mountain tops
And all the others see is my stretched open mouth
And assume it must be some fascimile of a smile.
I am stuck
I am stuck
I am stuck
And the only real thing keeping me from moving
Is my own inability to take a step forward
Onto the first hill of that mountain
Because i am worried about avalanches.