It's been almost a year
And I'm still crazy
All of the memories you've left me
Haven't become foggy or hazy.
I hate you, God, do I hate you
And your perfect life
Leaving me broken in my garage--
You had no right.
I'm still haunted by you
And I want to scream
You're everywhere, in
Every thought and every dream.
I want to cut I want to bleed
I want to forget I want to be dumb
I want to be free I want to let loose
I want to be drunk I want to be numb.
I want to be beautiful
I want to be desired
I want to be loved
I want to be admired.
Living fast, dying young
Kicking ass and taking names
Having the most amazing time
With lovely strangers playing drinking games.
No more scars will join the others on my wrists
No more worrying and sleepless nights
No more insecurity and being shy
I will not give up without a fight.
You won't put me down, asshole, not anymore
I'm a celestial spirit that can't be contained
I'm a mischevious nymph that up to no good
I'm a wild animal that cannot be tamed.
I will ruin your life with a smile on my face
You will never forget me, for I am an unusual being
I am unforgettable, unavoidable, unfathomable--
I am a queen.
Watch out world, here I come
You won't be able to miss me
I am a force to be reckoned with
I surely will go down in history.