Pining
His carcus lies outside
naked and rotting
discarded limbs push out
of the bin protruding skywards
his murder, i plead insanity
he drove me round the bend
he drew from his pockets
a procrastination of spiders
slowly they hatch, crawl out
from his belly
hairy little tar beads
with ballerina feet
they swarm spinning silk viels
filling my living room
itching my skin, my hair, my
paranoid subconscious
come New Years Day
our relationship was over
i hacked at his woody bones
with loppers
he shed his needly hair
already half dead he was
without baubles and tinsel
fairy lights and his angel.