Outward Internal Self
Depression
Something that poems usually are centered around, grab your heart strings and strangle tears until you are dry with sorrow
Yes, this is a real thing
Someone's reality
But-
Something that shouldn’t be spoken of in this setting
Only thing that really matters is exterior presence
Stereotypical outcomes
Beauty is pain, and pretty hurt
Wear a mask
Suck it in
Go ahead and bleach your skin
Whitewash till you are brainwashed
But I -
This generation is going against these standards
Slowly
For we the people, we realized and matured
Realized how beauty fades
And masks get worn, but only cover so much
In actuality once you mask yourself
You are what you most fear
The thing that keeps you up at night
In the corner of your room
Balled up, swimming in the devil's hour of misfortune
Questioning why you’re up at three
What your life really means
Go and reflect
Do not drown your unanswered demons in earthly pleasures
Physical means can not fill this void
that empty hole eating you alive
Go back and look at your past
Realize that you are human, forming, and growing
Learn to love yourself before you dare to love another
Embrace yourself and all your faults
Embrace the value of life
Embrace your culture
Not only the one you're in presently
But what's in your roots
What makes you, you
And do not be ashamed of what you find, do not dig up and hide the gold
For many before you have struggled to place it there and bring it sustaining life
Wear the crown of your ancestors high
Proclaim your stand
Say “I am Here”
Then, look at yourself
Look at yourself
Did you let it go
That light in your eye
The innocence once there stripped away
Or is it a fire
Overtaking wherever you might land
Which you can’t contain
For it isn’t your fault right?
Wandering child
Don’t look to others
Up or down
For you are you
Beautiful has you in it
The word beautiful itself spells out BE YOU to the FULLEST
And once you become of it
Not one could change it
You are the way you are because you are you
Disregard the slander of the snakes tongues
Do not cast your pearls before swine
For they do not deserve your time
Your precious time
Time flies by
Especially when you see pigs fly
Not the metaphor
But the ones higher above who gouge them self on your time
Though they forcefully put those rose tinted glasses on
Be the one
The outcast
Call them out
For you are above those, do not be misled by their illusions
Individuality is originality
In a world that's trying to not be like everyone else, but so into uniformity
I curse assimilation
Discrimination is present today
Sextism is here
But us, me, this generation
Will go against it
But if not they
Then I
Not because it's the cliche
But my duty
Or I am just as bad as they
Make america righteous
I can’t say again there
Because it never really was
But i’m proud to be here
No matter age, race, class or creed
Red is what we all bleed
White shouldn’t be a type of supreme
And blue lights shouldn’t make a child scream
The young are aging
And in our souls we are quietly raging
Do not walk in fear
Change is nearing
Hope appearing
Be aware of what's in the clearing
The fact that beauty is fleeting
Looks can be deceiving
And there is females not eating
Not accepting their curves
Their beautiful Naturality
No matter black, white, hispanic or asian
We are all one
No longer allow invasion in our nation
You beauty Queen