Not Now..Not Any More
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Ahahahahahahahahaaa
Today isn’t your lucky day
But, it sure is mine
I ain't dealing with your games
Or drama
Letting you be one of those people
Who wanna make me
Naw, sweetie
Not no more
I’m done, through
Through with having you treat me
Like I’m some kind of peasant
Man, if you haven’t realized, let me tell you
When you walk in my shadow
You stepped into the shadow of royalty
When you walk through my path
You are walking in the path of beauty
I am that woman
At the head of my castle
The queen of my love& the king of my happiness
Only one man is above me
&that’s the man who made me
In his image, not yours
You thought I was gonna stay here forever
& let you have your way with me
Ahahahahhahahhahaaaaa
-so funny
To allow you to continue in your constant verbal uproar
Not any more
I’m through being your puppet
Being your doll
Being your slave
Giving in to satisfy you
Forgetting what mama taught me…
Hell naw,
I know my mama, done raised me right
It’s now the time I satisfied me
And it’s way over due
You wanna keep on
Then keep on, keepin’ on
Cause I know my value& myself worth
And you are no longer gonna take away from that
I know I’m better than how I allow you to have me
But ask me am I now, who I was then
I had to learn the hard way
The difference between being flattered
&complimented
The hard way about ‘true love’
The hard way about men
Now, I’m letting all that pain& sorrow
Misery& stress roll of my chest
Stop it from hardening my heart
So instead of living as a sour old maid
I can show my true beauty from within
So I can be the royalist of queens
Waiting patiently
& searching widely for my knight in shining armor
My king