To My Younger Self, I Say
Chocolate girl, love your skin
Amber glow radiates from within
Your blackness, of which others are ashamed
Is your refusal to conform or be the same
Your defiance explodes from the top of your head
Whether in braids, curls or dreads
In every spectacular kink and twist
Lies the audacity to dismiss
Stares from other little black girls
Sitting cross-legged and polite
Yearning to appease
The uptight and white
But don’t you look down on them, Chocolate girl,
They are your sisters
Their survival is audacious enough
Chocolate girl, trust your spine
Don’t be afraid to cry
Each morning, you paint on new skin like tar
Thicker and blacker than yesterday’s by far
And watch their icicle words melt and flow
Like the raindrops on your window
Chocolate girl, stop listening
When they tell you to keep still
It’s so they can cut your wings until
You fit the look of the black girls
They paste on the front of their books
Chocolate girl, I’m sorry
But you aren’t Beyonce or Yara or Malia
The paparazzi aren’t looking for your address
But you are blessed
You are rich and hot and sweet
You are the reaction
When brown sugar and volcanoes meet
Chocolate girl, you will be fine
Trust me, I know
I still have that six-figure shine
The sparkle in the deep pools of my eyes
I am still beautiful, brown, and bittersweet
My work is not yet complete, but
I’m still here