A word to describe my mentality?
     Drive.

Wondered how to fuse soul,
   Rendered nearly helpless by wound

Exhume does my motivation
    Consume does my desire to stride

Sometimes I wonder what is my fuel?

Only positivity in pitch black,
     Is it as simple as that?

Meditative calm,
    Poise perplexing the eye of the storm.

Exception only ephemeral
    Expectation exceeding expense

Expedient the evidence,
     Explaining my experiments

Exploring existence  
    
Experience with eyes open.

                                              This is AWESOME!!!