My Messed Up Mind and Me
I love the color red
It reminds me of wanting to be dead
I've always wanted to be happy guy
But igorance came and shot it out of the sky
I've always loved looking up at the clouds in the sky
Yet I'm stuck on this earth yelling at them asking why
Oh how I love the beautiful look of blood
It was kinda the only thing I really loved
I watched this video after a girl committed suicide
Sometimes I blame myself for not being there by her side...
I have a friend that will be there forever
But I've been told she's just some faker
Never really did like believing in people
NEVER KNEW GAY MARRIAGE WOULD BE LEGAL
People say depression isn't a good thing
But it's kinda the only reason why I'm living
Don't think of me as some kind of emo
I'm just a type of guy that goes with a depressing flow
That's all I know ~