The mind is my home

I live there

I wish I could escape

It haunts me

I overthink

I overstep

I over state

I underwhelm

I always fail

My expectations crash

My heartbeat slows

My silence is blinding

My thought processes are grinding

My dissapointment  is stabbing

My willpower is fading

My stress levels rising

My abilities descending

My writing fading

My mind is shrinking

My house has become small

But my shoes are still big