I lay in bed and shake,
my body trembles uncontrollably,
I feel my bones break.
Her words hit me like a ton of heavy clouds, then all at once, the rain seemed to pour down.
I tried to get away, but she was in my thoughts to stay.
Stuck now in this lifeless time, all I wished for was a sense of real love, a completely safe mind.
Don't get me wrong, I am in love with her,
she loves the idea of me,
and how she tries to perceive me.