Manhood
He was born into a world of 40’s and dope
He didn’t know his father and his mom smoked
Immediately after him came three others
Made by transient fathers and the same crackhead mother
Welfare was their cook and the rats were nannies
Goodwill was the mall providing diapers and jammies
Christmas was a myth and the Tooth Fairy was broke
But that’s just how life was in the ghetto
From the time he was five, he knew he was the man
Protecting his siblings from drugs and “boyfriends”
He’d walk them to school and help with homework
Before cooking dinner and doing housework
By the time he was seven, his grades were down under
For he was trying to do the jobs of a son and a mother
And his mom had begun something more effective
She'd shoot up often and leave her kids neglected
Deemed an idiot, the boy sought solace in books
He’d tell his siblings stories of princes and crooks
He’d read them novels about large parties and bold heroes
And take them places far away from the ghetto
Langston and Anne promised better tomorrows
Mother Goose and Aristotle assuaged their sorrows
For once, they didn’t worry about their penury
Listening to stories was their luxury
The boy entered middle school too quick
His siblings were still hungry and his mom was sick
So he got a job working in landscape
He was allergic to grass but the man always paid
He taught his sisters to cook so they wouldn’t go hungry
While he was out working trying to make more money
He couldn’t afford a gun so he learned to fight instead
He taught his younger siblings to use their heads
But although the boy tried to stay on track
He was often led astray by this and that
Sneaking out to parties while the babies were asleep
Caused his grades to take a leap
From honor roll to below the bar overnight
Social letters gave him a fright
But that wasn’t the only new development
An ex-girlfriend found out she was pregnant
Stuck at a crossroads, the boy faced a choice
Raise his seed like a man or run like a boy
After a long consideration, he went right and not left
His child’s mother agreed he would raise it best
Sacrificing leisure and fun for the new baby
The new man got an apartment and began saving
The baby came early so he took leave
Working to provide for his son’s needs
He was held back but that gave him time
To plan and schedule how to do things right
He employed sisters as sitters and paid them well
But still struggled to work, raise a kid, and excel
He spent his seventeenth birthday paying bills
While his “friends” were out getting girls and popping pills
A few months later, he watched twin brothers graduate
They were accepted to both UCLA and Ohio State
The first year was rough but the man managed
His childhood reading provided an academic advantage
Soon his grades jumped from D’s to A’s
He got a promotion and earned a nice raise
Colleges sought after him but he turned them all down
For he’d promised his son he’d always be around
When he was a senior, his mother died
Her sickness and addiction took her life
Through it all, the man somehow was able to find
A woman who could deal with his crazy life
She was immaculate, unlike any other
She treated him well and his son loved her
She’d been around for about two years
When the man decided he didn’t want her to disappear
So he worked and saved throughout the spring
And on her birthday, he presented to her a diamond ring
When his son was three, the man graduated
He’d sat on stage and tried to stop the nervous shaking
He’d earned his diploma along with several honors
Among many was him raising three scholars
Two siblings in college and one almost done
He’d found a better job and provided for his son
Using his computer, he’d graduate college
And he’d teach his son the same way, using prior knowledge
The ceremony started and it was beautiful
Out of 120 seniors, 100 were successful
Petals fell from trees and showered the gathering
Even Mother Nature was smiling and happy
When the man’s name got called, he received his Heisman
He’d love to do something immature but he just sits like a wise man
While an old English teacher praises the man’s prose
The crowd chanted for a speech so the man rose
The crowd hushed but the man had nothing to say
No wise advice the crowd could take away
For a minute, the man almost panics
He studders and his heart becomes manic
He is just about to give up when he hears
“Hi Daddy,” from his son in his chair
The man smiles and waves back
His heart calms and his mind relaxes
Still at the podium in silence
The man opens his mouth and begins very quiet
But as passion arrives, his words become loud
Until his soul is sitting among the crowd
As short as Gettysburg and equally eloquent
His speech only held them for a minute
“My son,” he said, “My son right there,”
“He’s the reason I’m standing here.”