lost in a world of forbidden hope 

struggling to fight & stay afloat my mind conflicted by chaos & envyGod has hidden from me  sat in the deepest crevice of the tubis my soul-less being the one that had fought to save a lifebut now, faces the edge of no return  my heart is now closing its doors to the newcomers I tried to make a home out of you,my intentions formed by the thought of you I let you slip through my fingersyour scent the only thing that lingersbut stillI continue to call you home