Anencephaly

Anencephaly

Definition: Absence of a brain or skull

Definition: Absence of life for my sister's child

Definition: A sick joke fom God

 

The lost fetus

The lost baby I wished to guide

It scares me when I think about it

That such a naive and new soul

Wouldn't find her way

 

She glides through her mother's womb

In a way that an angel would glide through heaven

She beautifully exists in her fetal position

And I anxiously wish she could exist in my arms

 

I will find her

I will hold her

I will believe in her

But I will not love her

Because I already do

And thats why it hurt not to have her

 

her,

to  my sweet Elise

A baby that  wish could be