Feelings of depression

Torture me inside

Suffer from rejection

Thinking of suicide

 

Drugs in my possession

Through the air I glide

I have no direction

Whilst gazing starry eyed

 

Lifetime of suppression

Living with jekyll and hyde

Leads me to a section

Freedm is denied

 

Living with an obsession

Never can decide

Brings unwanted attention

With comments I implied

 

All I feel is tension

With no one to confide

Now a dangerous weapon

I am considered outside

 

Now full of aggression

Darkness wil misguide

Who will ask the question

Why my sanity is deprived

 

Life teaches another lesson

Experience it will provide

And as I sit in reflection

God knows i have tried

 

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