My thoughts

Once again they fight me

 

My mind

Betrays me every day

 

My emotions

Lack in self control

 

My hands

Cover my face as I cry

 

My eyes

Burn with anger and sadness inside

 

My feet

Take me places I shouldn't go

 

My pain

Makes me regret things every day

 

My friends

Only some understand me

 

My life

Is sinking once again

 

Can I remember what held me up

Can I go back to the way that I was

Can I forget the pain that I've caused

Can I just try to right all my wrongs

 

Is there a way out of this mess

Is there a way to just forget

Is there a way to change my past

Is there a way to be normal again

 

What can be done

Is uncertain

 

So maybe one day

I'll learn this

 

Get it right

For once in my life

 

I'll figure out

This mess called my life