Learning to Love Being Me
To grow-up, glow-up,
Is to learn to be yourself,
Not an easy feat.
I used to be scared
To show what’s inside of me,
My imperfections.
I was scared to think
Scared to think what they may think
When they think of me.
I could never talk
To the ones not my gender,
The words would not sound.
I would sweat, and cry,
If someone looked at me wrong,
My heart was dying.
Then one day I felt,
How nice it was to be me,
Sincerely, truly.
I stopped caring then,
Choosing to be me, be free;
And then I loved me.
You loved me too, then.
When I stopped being something -
Something I was not.
I think then, only then,
I felt happy being me,
So now I won’t hide.
At last I reflect,
What I am on the inside,
I am now outside.
If I’m loud, I’m loud.
I’ll be the most colorful,
Best me I can be.