Valentines Day wasn’t great.
I wasn’t in the best mental state.
I liked a girl but I didn’t know she had a boyfriend
I asked her out, that friendship was an end
I was embarrassed. I was depressed.
Took 30 sleeping pills. Decided to go for a rest.
I have the picture too. It’s on my phone.
My heart is broken. It should have been a bone.
Accepted to college! Like 2 months ago.
Let’s meet some friends to boost my ego.
Downloaded snapchat. This app is lame.
It took me a while to type in my name.
No one can pronounce it. No one can spell
It doesn’t matter. I was sick. I was not well.
Ring Ring! Do you comprehend?
Anthony wants to be your friend.
Wow, making a friend is that easy now?
I have a friend somehow?
I was added to a groupchat nice and dandy.
Met some girls. Met some guys. I was a randy.
Showed up to an open house. I was shy.
I didn’t know if I was happy or wanted to cry.
Everyone said I was nice.
I’m now the guy people go to for advice.
Then I messaged this girl. She was pretty.
She laughed at my stupid jokes out of pity.
I liked her a lot. She was a good pal.
She really boosted my morale.
Every morning, I’d say hi!
Every night, I’d say bye!
She was a friend. My only one.
I don’t even know if we’re done.
I know she is taken. I didn’t try to flirt.
Now I’m upset that she’s hurt.
I loved her as a friend.
Can our bond amend?
What did I do wrong?
I thought our friendship was strong.
Every night I wonder if you’re alright.
From dusk until the morning light.
But I did something. I know it.
She’s says I didn’t. I don’t believe it.
I told her I love you. That is true
I love her as a friend and that’s what they do
She was sad. I tried to cheer her up.
Made her a video. Complimented her makeup.
I always asked her if she was okay.
But when she says yes. I’m like no way.
I know you too well. I know when you’re sad.
I know I did something to make you mad.
I told you stuff about my day.
You responded ‘nice’ so I’d go away.
We have a lot in common. We’re the same.
I knew that when I gave you your nickname.
Capricorn. That’s who you are.
The most beautiful star.
Every guy has feelings he can’t control.
I know you’re taken. I’ve fallen into a hole.
I said something that’s making us end.
I didn’t call you my love. I called you my friend
History always repeats itself.
I made you cry, I hurt myself.
I’m not the nice guy. I hurt others
How can I be a friend when I’m a bother?
The last week has sucked.
My friendships are fucked.
I want to I’m sorry. I want to be your friend.
I don’t want to put this friendship to an end.
I’m laying on this couch at 5 in the morning.
Goodnight Lab. I’ll forever be in mourning.