Feeling that I may love you isn't enough for me

it seems that I need to anticipate your company

I have to yearn for your touch and embrace,

waiting diligently all day to see your face

you say, me being in your presence makes me feel so alive

in the sense of you being dead without my love to bring you back to life again.

selfishly, unlikely as it may be you are no longer here with me.

never thought I would see you buried 6 feet deep.