If Only
I can't take this any more
I'm so battered and so worn
I've lost my way and my mind
I'm just so awfully torn.
I need my friend back,
I need my home,
I'm so sick and tired
of feeling all alone.
I can't get my mind off her
I can't ever let her go,
If only I could tell her,
If only she could know.
But would that even make a difference,
would it really bring the change?
Or am I just losing my mind
becoming totally deranged?
I told her I loved her,
I swore it was true
but she doesn't seem to feel the same,
If only I could get a clue.
But I can't move on,
I can't ever let her go.
If only I could tell her,
If only she could know.
I just need to find a friend,
I need someone to hold.
Someone who can keep me warm
While the world outside is cold.
I'm not sure where I'm going,
I barely know where I've been.
Still I just want to go back
If only to feel loved again.
I want to find a new friend
But I'll have to let her go
If only I could tell her
If only she could know
But I can't move on
I can't ever let her go
If only I could tell her
If only she could know.
7/27/14