If I Could Change
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If I could change one thing
I would change the locks on my sister's eyes
so that she wouldn't see the air-brushed women on the cover of magazienes.
I would bar her ears from the kids at school
who called her a boy, again.
And give every child the x-ray glasses derived from cerial boxes
To see the young woman
That wears a hardened shell
With hairline fractures beneath fifty shades of insecurity.
I would place my sister in a room of mirrors
so that her freckled grin and my mother's eyes
could stare back, etching unspoken votes of confidence into her mind.
If I could change one thing
I would change look on the face of the girl in my English class
Sporting something akin to a sunken grimmace.
The girl that now tags her Instagram photos "#thinspiration"
I would take her back to the day her friends first commented on the seismic activity of her thighs
Convince her that friendship is not determined by kilograms or pounds
I would have handed her a list
Of every girl that envied her
And every boy that gawked at her in passing.
So maybe then our teacher wouldn't have announced
That Adeline would not be in class for the rest of the semester.
If I could change one thing
I would change the meaning of beauty.
I would replace every snide remark with a random act of kindness
I would replace tears with laugher
And scars with love bites.
If I could change one thing,
I would.