every time when it was only us, you made me feel nervous and comfortable at the

same time.

we becane close a year before.

i never knew what we were, we never had a label but it wasn't as simple as frienship.

it isnt.

we becane each others secret keepers. told each other our fears,

i trust you more than lotta people ive known for years,

each time we embrace, or that one late night at the train downtown when i

touched your hand, or the time i knew you felt hurt

or the many times we shared that understanding silence.

i wished we kissed.