i was told to love you unconditionally

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26° 39' 11.0952" N, 80° 7' 54.0948" W
20910
United States

always told to love you unconditionally.
after all, you loved me enough to sacrifice your son for my sins.
sometimes, i wonder if you would have sent him down to a world of homosexuals.
if you even care about sexuality, because if you are in fact omnipresent, benevolent, and all knowing, wouldn’t you know the fate of gays during the process of creation ?
if being gay is really an unwritten sin, why would the greatest creator of all time continue to sculpt and create future wrongdoers ?
i’ve heard that “god hates gays and lesbians”, but i’m never sure if the god they’re referring to is really you.
i just don’t understand why you would hate something you created in your own image.
maybe this hatred is man-made, but will there ever be a modern day moses to deliver us from the evils of hypocrites armed with pickets ?
towards a promise land of infinite unconditional acceptance of variance in who our hearts choose to love.
some parents detest their children at the first scent of homosexuality, but i don’t think you would ever do such a thing.
i’ve been told to enjoy my time on earth because once i die, I’m going to hell,
but the logic you instilled in me doesn’t allow me to believe you would damn your children for loving one another.
i have a really hard time believing that loving someone is motions for eternal ruin.
now, i’ve been wrong many times before, but I don’t think this is one of those times.
even while being romantically involved with someone of the same sex, i am trying to following your guidance.
the only difference is, i’m walking hand in hand and heart to heart with someone of my same sex.
and if that makes me a sinner, i think i have something to reconsider.
one portion of my character should not negate everything good that i’ve ever done on your name.
just please don’t tell me you hate me, because i’ve been taught trying to please you.
i have family up there i must reunite with.

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