I Am Not Who I Am
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Every day I wake up
My first thought is that I must put on my mask
I have to hide my imperfections for a society with a predilection towards perfection
I neglect food, sleep, my passions and needs
So that I can paint myself as charming, sophisticated, and beautiful
But I know that being truly beautiful is not this hard
Beauty is not on the shelves at Hollister, or being sampled at Sephora
Beauty is not hidden in your new vinyl record of a band you don't like
Beauty does not cost you time, effort, or money
Beauty is YOU, Beauty is ME
I am not the sum of this makeup and these clothes,
I am a singer, a lover, a movement maker and a world shaker
I am intelligent, strong, and I have a passion for knowledge that cannot be put out
I tell myself every day that THIS is who I am!
Not foundation and hairspray and vanity
But the world outside my door doesn't want my knowledge
Or my music, or my opinions
They want a pretty face
So I paint my mask with a heavy heart and hope that someday, things will start
To change