I am From
I am from my Dad’s trumpet calls announcing early church services
I’m from words and phrases composed with love and tears
From late night prayers kneeling by my bed wrapped in more than just my pink blanket
I’m from laugh attacks trying to catch a breath
I am from long bus rides with my ipod plugged in to escape the noise of the kids
From loved ones screaming “Eli!”
To call, correct, comfort, and commend
I’m from eager and hyper jumps begging ma to let me go
I’m from the picture perfect family
Whose mistakes tear the edges of the seemingly flawless photo frame
From those that know how to say “I’m sorry”
And put God’s will before their own
I’m from dragon tales and princess stories
That send my imagination soaring
To foreign lands where age doesn’t matter
And love knows no end
I’m from the high expectations
But disappointing low outcomes
When my strength failed
And my actions detained the realization that Jesus was there
From blowing kisses heavenward
To say that I’m loved and have now learned to love
I’m from throwing my book across the room when angry or gripping it tight when intense
From romantic fantasies that make my heart flip and my emotions swirl
I am from Danny’s many demands and Ramuel’s many commands
From thinking differently and acting wisely
Treasuring each moment and marking it not forgotten
I’m from faith that increases and self that diminishes
From being the one who’s there for others
The one moved by the heartaches and problems
That try to drown the innocent child chained to the bottom
I am from passion and desire, never lukewarm or proud
I’m from van rides to the university in Orlando
Where we catch a glimpse of heaven
And are filled with joy and made bran new
From surrendering all in four days to follow him without retrain
I’m from a city that never sleeps
A town that never quiets
A street that feels like home
Labeled loud and Cuban
I’m from wondering and dreaming
About tomorrow and “could be”
And chasing after those wishes convinced of their near existence
Because I’m from a generation that gives up way to easily blinded by their self-ambition
I’m from the wind of the open car window that tangles my neatly calmed hair
The same wind that gently refreshes my flushed face as I race in my skates
From the falling and learning
Growing and stressing
I’m from the loud bang of the drums that move my feet to the front of the altar
Where I dance until the last word of the worship song
I am from the path less traveled by
The one with the narrow gate leading to everlasting