I Am
I am a misunderstood girl,
who want to be loved.
I wonder if i'll ever find it.
I hear love songs and feel that
inevitable sense of lose.
I see lovers all around me,
but i hide away from them
so they cant see my loneliness
I want to have what they
have one day.
I am a misunderstood girl,
who wants to be loved.
I pretend everyone i seem
to care for felt the same.
but all i feel is deep negativity.
I touch whats left of my camouflage
against the hurt i try to cover.
I worry i'll have to stay here
in this place of disappointment.
I cry myself to sleep wish for
some one to help.
I am a misunderstood girl,
who wants to be loved.
I understand nothing in life is easy.
I say "the way to life is not caring" but i do care.
I dream of the special person that would
fill my life and make me whole again.
I try to understand why this is happening to me.
I hope to be understood,
I hope to be loved,
I hope.
I am a misunderstood girl,
who wants to be loved.