How am I still alive?
How am I still alive?
Thought of death more than a million times
You ask if I’m alright
I reply with “yes, I’m fine.”
But it's always a lie
I cut myself again last night
Say to myself, “this is the last time”
But it’s always a lie
You see my scars
You ask what could leave such a mark
“I got scratched and messed with the wound too much” I reply
I reply
But it’s a lie
It’s always a lie
When I’m alone, I cry
Oh, I wanna die
No, I’m not alright
All these words are just lies
Cut myself again last night
Oh, I know it’s not the last time
And when morning comes I’ll pretend I’m alright
You still can’t see through my lies