The Hidden System
Location
Hidden system, rules function like clockwork in my head
Crank, crank, crank: the demands on the system
More work, more power, more output required
Try to keep the system running: fuel it, feed it, but not with the right kind
So much lost, trapped within the coils of my mind
Forgetting the old, the new is pumped in
Reciting the new, the meaning is lost
Stuck in a system, self-destructive,
Yet it's the only thing that gets me through each day,
Somehow achieving goals I didn't create
A sense of accomplishment until I view the space im my head
Full to the brim but sick and dead
Those empty thoughts could not multiply,
For not a single one was even mine
Fearing this nothingness I enter myself
Words, words, words: hidden behind the system
Forgotten thoughts pushed into the dark,
Somehow seeded inside my skull
Cranking the system, the words come to light
Making the space again my own
Picking up a pen, I feed the words upon my skull
Grow, grow, grow so that the system can run
And meet the demands of the ever stronger
Crank, crank, crank on my mind